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2010-07-01T23:54:00.003+08:00

Figured this one would be far too long for a tweet so, here goes.

Know why I love watching Desperate Housewives so much, such that I won't mind sitting in front of the TV for one hour just to watch the episode which I've already watched not too long ago?

Besides the perfectionist Bree's profound and extensive vocabulary, Gaby's attractiveness in ways more than one, and the drama-mama yet ever-lovable Susan, I like how the show inject bits of quotes, especially those that depicts how love in reality is..

An excerpt from season 6, whereby Tom was explaining to Roy about Lynette's position in their marriage:

Roy: I know..., times have changed. But a man is still a man. You gotta have your wife respect you.

Tom: Yeah..she respects me plenty, Roy.

Tom: Here's the thing, you gotta understand Lynette. She grew up without a dad, her mum's a drinker; so she's responsible, for everyone.

Roy: Hmmm well, that's rough.

Tom: It left her with this constant fear that, everything could suddenly fall apart and that's why she needs to control everything. Of course she can't, nobody can. But, she can control me,

Tom: if I let her. So I do. Because it makes her feel safe. And that is my job, as her husband, to make her feel safe.

Roy: You're a good man, Scavo.

Tom: So if you'll excuse me, I've got a hamburger to fetch.

Love takes place in many forms. But usually, it's always these small yet significant sacrifices that really matters.

2010-04-29T21:17:00.006+08:00

Ok, this post is solely for the benefit of my dear CSQ who’ve been bugging me (LOL) since last year on what I want for my birthday cuz they’ve got no idea at all.

Don’t worry, these won’t break your wallet or any sort (:

1-3: ASOS

4: Topshop

Nothing beats getting me my all-time-favourites right?

Anyone of these wedges and the chloe marcie-inspired bag would be very nice tyvm :))

p/s: I'm a uk3 or euro35-36 if you don't already know that.

2010-03-14T14:42:00.004+08:00

Just some of my thoughts on extra-marital affairs

The question is, since women today are financially dependent enough to leave their cheating spouses, why are they not?

Contrary to the traditional thinker's belief that women are the weaker sex, like how they've been constantly portrayed by society as an object of lust, I think women who are able to forgive their cheating husbands are in fact a lot more stronger than people generally think of them. Unlike the men who will attempt to destroy their marriage by divorcing and shaming their cheating wives, these women who forgive, by comparison, actually has much more to deal with emotionally. Imagine the different stages of distraught a woman has to go through; the discovery, the blaming, the avoidance, the coming to terms and the realisation that you still love each other and finally the forgiving. Most men I would say, stop at avoidance because they are too weak to handle the fact they've been cheated upon, much less accepting it.

By contrast, it is really a lot harder to forgive and forget than to just leave.

To women who forgave their cheating husbands: I think you are really strong.

2010-02-28T01:05:00.003+08:00

Today, I just feel this teeny-weeny bit of lousiness inside me.

No explanation needed.

2010-02-03T19:09:00.004+08:00

MKT3402A:

COGNITIVE DISSONANCE OCCURS WHEN ONE'S ATTITUDE AND BEHAVIOUR IS INCONSISTENT.

To achieve consistency, either adjust your mindset to accept or change the way you behave such that both reaches an agreement.

2010-02-01T18:14:00.003+08:00

And i have changed my blogskin. Not that I want to(I probably would keep it forever), but the hosting for my previous background kind of expired so after browsing through a couple of skins I settled on this. (:

anyway, nothing has been able to motivate me since school started. Really, it's not as though any of the modules I'm taking this sem suck or what, but I just find it a chooorrreeee to go school. And even when I'm in a lecture my mind is anywhere but the subject itself. -__- It's such a stark difference in my attitudes between this sem and the previous! Oddly, this year I find myself looking forward to CNY than anything else. Ha ha. Hopefully after the festives I can wake up and get down to business.

So, this weekend was spent between sleeping and snoozing away. I think it's true when they say the more you sleep the more tired you get. Cuz up till now(after clocking in more than 12h of sleep daily) I still think I haven't got enough. Someone shout: PIGzZzz! LOL.

On a side note, I think it's useless to get mad at something unless you're expecting a change. Yes, I do get pissed easily at small things but I'm not like, constantly mad. I guess the difference is when you're mad, it's something deeper and theres a certain notion of hatred in it? Whatever, you can disagree with me but you know it's different. I rarely get mad at anything nowadays, partly because of reason no.1(see: 2 posts ago) and partly because of PH1101E. Ha ha. Philosophy that is. Before you get angry, just consider this, what good does it serve for you to get mad? Does it make you gain something? Or gives you a sense of achievement? Does it actually resolve the issue/situation? If the answer to these questions are NO, then, maybe its time to question oneself, what.is.the.point.

From a certain philosophy paper(probably plato/socrates dialogue I cant remember) I read, it started with something like:

why get involved in an argument? Whether you win or you lose the argument, you still lose.

It then continued with paragraphs and paragraphs of elaborations which I can't remember and thus will not bore you with.

The general idea is that even if you do win the argument with substantial evidence, i.e. you have proven the opposition wrong, you still lose - because what good does it do to prove someone wrong and you right? The loser may not be truly convinced and you have made the loser feel bad or inferior about himself. Or even worse, he may nurse a grudge towards you and thus engage in further arguments and then the cycle continues. After such considerations, do you still truly feel that you have won?

Ha ha. thats why most of the time I would rather stop abruptly in the midst of an argument because I know at the end of the day, nobody wins. Anyway, I'm merely using this to back up my reasoning on the 'getting mad' part and just something to share with you folks.

Off to dinner now, tata!

2010-01-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM HK AND V SATISFIED ;)

Will do a post when I've got the photos uploaded (sorry mus, eelen, the mem card reader still not available to me as of now.) But I gotta say this again - I MISS NGONG PING AND TAI O. Haha, and eelen's "MM GOI!" as well as mus's relentless quests for yu dans along with all the other memorable stuffs.

That aside, I think I am very brave to take a level3 MKT module. Zzzz, honestly, I hope I won't die. Now I'm still one module short of the 5 and I still have zero idea having missed 2 rounds of biddings. ): I am bent on keeping my Mondays free but at the same time I want my other days to be kept as free as possible. Haha, I know, a serious lackadaisical attitude towards my studies.. BUT I will study one okay just look at my CAP last sem LOL. If I take Logic (Level2 Philo mod) who wants to take it with me???

2010-01-08T01:53:00.002+08:00

It was a very sad night which left everyone in tears. Someone very dear has embarked on a 10,051km journey away from home. ))':

Oh I can't finish this.

You take good care, it's -9degC over there.

2009-12-31T02:06:00.002+08:00

I know, this place is virtually dead.
Anyone who reads this must be sooooo darn surprised I bet. LOL.

Anyway, i just thought that I'll probably blog just once more before the end of this year... woah fast damnnn it.

Ok, reflections:

Yesterday, I had this SUPER LONG chat with mus on the phone, mostly her blaming me for this and that and saying that I'm V MEAN to her -_-, but that's not the point. I then began telling her things that I've come to realised about myself lately - People who don't know me long enough won't know this, but I had this major character/attitude change which took place gradually since I was in late secondary(I think?). I'll not go into details, but I just decided that it was time to take a step back and look things at a bigger picture; that, to me is maturing. You know it is very true when people say the less you care, the less hurt you will feel? But from a movie I also learnt that if you don't care enough for anything at all, then don't expect to receive love from anybody. Though the thought of turning into an emotional scrooge do frighten me abit, I kind of still got stuck with the prior to protect myself from harm.

So, for this recent couple of years I really couldn't be bothered by anything much. You can just start by forcing your mind to believe that such/so-and-so things don't matter that much and not let it affect your mood. Then, as time goes by, it isn't that hard anymore. And that was when I became aloof and unfriendly altogether.

...

Few weeks ago, I was alone on a cab back home from work at around 2am. As I listened to this rather old song on the radio (can't remb what), I began shedding tears for myself. I thought, what is becoming of me - if I don't care enough about people to love them, how can I possibly expect it to be reciprocated??

I think it is impossible for me to go back to what I previously was, cuz people keep changing you see. But at times I still miss my old self, one who used to laugh oh-so-often at the smallest things(tho sometimes i still do), able to make jokes on anything and was almost always at all smiles; A happier person in all.

p/s: Eh, the thought of me changing is SAD but I am not that sad ok. I just know I need to start doing something, although I'm unsure of what it is exactly...

2009-09-20T02:16:00.012+08:00

Okay, so blogger is finally back to normal and therefore is time to blog. ;)

I haven't realised a month has passed since my last post! Honestly, what kinda life do I lead man. From what I remembered, school has been so taxing and I was sleeepy each day in school you cannot imagine.

Now I'm glad everything has paused cause RECESS is here! yay. Time for some well-deserved movieee marathon don't you think so?

Ha.

Last Saturday was meant to be a belated bday celebration for lovely Gracia saw us going Phuture in the end, which wasn't a bad idea afterall - since it was the virgin(yes, excessive usage of this word) time csq clubbed together. ;)

Though I must admit it wasn't exactly enjoyable for it was one of the more boring clubbing sessions I've been to so far(not that I've been to many. Never a fan.) Ha ha. Anyway since I'm so free and you're so lucky, I've decided to spend some of my sleeping time to create a collage for your viewing pleasure.

Me thinks jaz is looking prettier as reflected in this series of photos. Don't you think so too?

Sigh big time, I've FINALLY grown to hate my braces. LOL. I'm lazy to explain now. Maybe next time. Perhaps never.

BTW I bet most people haven't seen this:

oooh. look at her short crop!

Ha ha. Turns out she didn't really cut her hair afterall -- I was in shocked for approximately 6mins when I saw these photos! LOL. Funny I was first reminded of Pixie Geldorf instead of Agyness Deyn when I saw her hairstyle.

It's quite a resemblance huh?

In case you're wondering, NOPE, Elva never copies. It's merely an inspired-look, especially so if Jolin can blatantly claim that she didn't copy ayumi hamasaki. Ha ha ha.

p/s.: It's high time. You should know better.

2009-08-20T14:25:00.001+08:00

Great weeknights! Who says you can't have fun while schooling? ((:

2009-08-14T23:51:00.004+08:00

Hokay..., so Week 1 is over in a blink of eye. And I must say this: School is FAB. Don't laugh! I didn't know school mean this much until now. Hmmm, starting with Biostats - uh, not my favourite subject but the lecturer is young and cute so I will make it a point to attend every 8am lect on Tue and Fri (:. And this is followed by Cell Bio, so far so easy. LOL. I mean, it's just cells, how difficult can it get right? Next would by my first biz mod ever - Marketing! It sounds rather interesting and I like it: makes me wonder why didn't I choose Business in the first place... ... . Anyway. Lab module was uhh uh alright, the fact that lectures and lab alternates every week please me so I'm contented. So this leaves me with the final mod - DANGDANG! Forensic Science! 1 word - UBER-COOLNESS. Hahaha. Just came back from a 3h 7-10pm lecturer but I don't feel lethargic at all cuz I get to see gore images like severed body parts, semi-rotten corpse(think Huang Na) and smashed faces/heads from suicide falls. I hope I did not just spoil your appetite. Haha!

Okay I really really want to do well for this sem(inspired by gracia :)) so hopefully I won't get sabotaged by any modules(like eff-ing Geog last sem) again.

Mooooving on(I foresee this one's going to be a long entry), I caught 3 movies in a week, namely UP, G.I. Joe and Orphan. And surprise surprise, out of the 3, Orphan is actually the best, followed by UP and then G.I. Joe(this ranked last partly because I was quite reluctant to watch as I was suffering a baddd runny nose). I'll recommend Orphan to everyone(maybe even to eelen cuz it's not exactly horror) cuz plot is great, suspense is adequate, horror factor is rather low and yes, esther's(orphan's name in the movie) acting is really really good for a newcomer(?). I am itching to reveal the ending here but I don't want people to hate me so pleasee go watch it, it's NICE! UP is pretty heartwarming, funny and I didn't know there could be so much Love in a animated movies.

On Wednesday, I made an impromptu decision to go NTU and visit 2 of my lovelies. I LOVE JAZ's HALL! It's spanking new and so chalet-like I feel like camping there straightaway. I bet JY will agree with me on this (: xiao_cia@msn you wannna come? Let's camp there someday and go school together the next morning!

Another thing, recently I've come across quite a number of what you call Alpha Females - and I mean it. I'm not talking about career-minded young women who aspire to earn big bucks and ditching all else that matters to them. I'm referring to those real-life, no longer young, yet still beautiful(you know my benchmark) women in their 30s or 40s, with very accomplished careers and earning stuff like hundred (of) thousands per annum. I tell you, these are the kind of women which I really think highly of. I mean, you know it, it takes more than just brains, diligence, qualifications and leadership capabilities to get to where they are now because women with such qualities are not that rare nowadays anyway. Although I have no clear idea of what other factors contribute to their success, but I'm sure part of it has to be their willingness to sacrifice. Sacrifice things like their youth, their time (to be merry and for family) and some even for love.

Honestly speaking, yes, as much as I look up to them for being THEM, I know I will never get there. Not because I can't(cuz that still remains a question) but I don't want to. I know that I am not prepared to make such sacrifices - like hell no way! I don't aspire to be a full-time housewife, I still want to do my work, have a job, earn my own cash(hopefully enough for my own set of wheels) but when THE time comes, I think I wouldn't be persistent with my career. You get what I mean. Despite not having such achievements, I think I'll be an equally happy woman even if my life really goes the way I'm planning for myself. Cuz I think as opposed to men, Success for a woman does not necessarily need to be measured in terms of work performance. Like I heard it from somewhere, equality between the sexes does not mean that the woman have to fare as good as the man in any given area, vice versa.

Alpha females, a really glamorous title, but no thanks.

p/s: I AM SORRY THERE IS ZERO COHERENCE IN THIS POST CUZ IM REALLY TIRED.

and...I shall upload my NDP photos on a next post.

2009-07-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

Alrighty updates on this week;

Was at Msia for a couple of days - came back with QUITE some accessories and abit of this and that. LOL.
Saturday was in town, first to British Council to enrol ying in a course followed by a SUPER-filling lunch at HRC. Spent the rest of the day at Ion thereafter. HAHAHA I shall declare Ion will supercede Vivo/City Hall to be my favourite shopping hangout once it officially opens! ;) Yay! The MiuMiu at Ground Floor is soooo Pretty, it's almost screaming out to shoppers: Come on in. You know you want it. So delicious I could almost devour it. Hah. Anyways Qi and I saw this chic Bally bag and both of us have been thinking of it non-stop eversince. LOL. The worst thing? It happens to be quite affordable. OK stop. B1-B4(yes B4!) is filled with endless surprises so go explore it yourself I dont want to spoil the excitement. Heehee.
Today was Gran's Bday dinner at Seafood Paradise @ Defu Lane (which happens to be opened by my sis's friend) but anyway service suckz and the food was hmmmm, I would prefer Jumbo at Clarke Quay way more.

p/s: just realised i can't upload photos! ):

2009-07-12T02:32:00.002+08:00

something drastic(you-know-what) happened recently, leading to the realization of something else coincidentally and boy, those memories just came floooooding in. Ha ha. Feeling nostalgic - wonder what would it be today if I had the chance to relive my life(till now) overagain.

will you bring me back?

p/s: no worries, i am perr-fectly alright. i'm not having regrets with how i've lived till now or what - am totally satisfied and enjoying this semi-adult phase although the thought of being out of teenage still depresses me abit. Will learn to embrace my twenties. Swear I will. HA HA.

2009-06-28T21:52:00.007+08:00

An update of my life in snapshots ;)

I've been too lazy/tired to write a proper blog post, so... how about I summarize up my b-z weekend since I've got offs (which seriously didnt feel like it!) Ha.

Got home after late shift on Friday night and was greeted by the familiar clanking of mj tiles. Obviously I had to played a little before hitting the sack at around 4am, haha. Woke up at 10am(!!!) to make deliveries - Serangoon-AMK-B.Batok-Chin Swee-Joo Chiat. It was

madddddnessss I tell you if only you know how tiring it is to stay alert on the road when you're

already soo sleepy. After which I went home, slept, went Kbox with who else but mus, together with mum and ying till like 2am(I lost my voice totally in 2hrs so didnt manage to enjoy much) and sleepyhead with runny nose had to drive home only to meet my newly-made acquaintance -- police road block. Honestly, I was quite sad that they didn't ask to see my license but merely asked if I had any alcohol. And I always thought I looked 17. Damnit. Hahaha. Anw yea, it's the roadblock I encountered in a week, the first was just so ridiculous! I was on company's transport home and the police actually got all of us out of the taxi for a routine check. Suckass.

Noon was DIM SUM at Wah Lok - Carlton Hotel. My fav dim sum place ever! And guess what, Diana Ser and husband James Lye (yes, still in shape and v brawny. LOL) with family was like 2 tables away from us. After which Bro took the wheels, went marina barrage before heading

home and I continued sleeping for like 3hrs straight. So, that pretty much ended my weekend!

Ha. Guess it's time for me to head back to bed already, since it's EF tmr. Sigh sigh sigh. Work is ripping me of my freedom. Oh yes, I've got LOADS to complain about nuace.

Btw, wanna catch a glimpse of me with my metallic friends?

a very not flattering shot though.

2009-06-10T19:18:00.002+08:00

Just came back from i.dental at tj pagar, with 2 of my teeth gone. 2 more to go next week. ):

Despite the fact that the pain is getting increasingly unbearable with the anaesthesia susbsiding, I kinda miss the process of the countless injections(i've got far more dosage than normal, no idea why :/) into my gums and upper/lower palate of my mouth cavity. LOL. Yes, I'm kind of sick I know. I was soooo nervous before and I was telling the dentist: People who go for braces are very courageous! But lucky me, Dr. Joanne was very patient and assuring, together with the fact that knowing that mummy is outside waiting makes the process much much much less dreadful! ;)

Anyway, I probably haven't officially announce this before: I'm back to being a P&C girl, temporary, of course! FYI, I am SO not enjoying this job - just need to kill time and earn some extra $$$, not forgetting the most important staff discount! Ha ha. But it is good to know that most people there(old/new staffs) know I am quite different from rest; that I don't actually BELONG there. Haha, if you get what I mean.

Okay, it's gotta be MJ session Part 4 tonight, even after I've repeatedly protest that I NEED TO SLEEEEP and I don't want to win people's money anymore!

2009-06-05T21:15:00.001+08:00

I HATE WORK/WORKING. PERIOD.

I need to look for alternatives!

2009-06-03T15:34:00.011+08:00

Haven't been blogging cuz I'm toooooo lazy.

How about I let this entire post to be filled with one-liners/point forms so that it makes blogging much easier?!

I just came back from BKK yesterday after a 1h flight delay Zzzz.

Work is starting tomorrow and I'm dreeeaaaaaddddding it.

This post will cover photos from my

20th birthday and BKK trip.

BTW fb is screwing up on me now so I can't access to those photos from my 20th.

Bangkok!

Fucking pissed with blogger uploader so this is all I can offer now.

2009-05-21T00:18:00.003+08:00

tsk tsk tsk.

it is only during times like this when the genuine nature of people unveils.

what can I say?

Ugly.

Well, maybe you dont know this, and perhaps you NEVER will, but I am worth so much more.

And it reminds me of the saying - a leopard never changes its spots. But come to think of it, sometimes I pity you. No, scratch that, I honestly do.

Sorry, tong is in her unusually suppppperr* bitchy mood today despite the fact that her bday is nearing and she ought to be a little bit more perky. Ha ha. Well I guess it's all the remnants of the 'teenage angst' in me. No more, I promise, after I step into the twenties.

2009-05-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

A revelation discovered today is making me v upset.

Sigh. I just wished I had said/done more then. Though it mighn't have made a difference, still, at least I would have done what I could.

Seriously...! I hope it's just one eff-ing single episode.

...and I hope that something like this will never befall onto myself. Darlings, please remind me if such a time comes along ok!

Love ya girls, let's have a great night this sat. ;)

2009-05-14T15:32:00.002+08:00

I really could do with abit of peace and quietness now.

-_-

BTW

think I've heard enough and come to a decision...

...which will not be disclosed here. duh.

2009-05-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

After 2 torturous weeks, I can proudly announce it's over! Yay!

My CAP this sem is so not going to fall below 3.0. IM QUITE SURE ABOUT THAT.

ha ha ha but who knows man when you start studying only 1day prior the exam.

So, this marks the end of academic year 08/09 and it's gotta be a 3mth-long hiatus for me before YEAR 2 commences. (OMFG TIME FLIES EFFING FAST no more freshie!)

so, till then, books. LOL.

and i wonder what else is over. ha. ha.

2009-04-18T20:53:00.006+08:00

Okay I gotta learn to be like other studious people out there and do this.

YR08/09 SEM II PAPERS

ES1301 - 24APR

CL1101E - 25APR

LSM1102 - 27APR

PH1101E - 28APR

GEK1001 - 2MAY

LSM1101 - 5MAY

Yes, that's right you are looking at 6 examinable modules. WHURRRRK it!

Sigh sigh. TT you need to be more self-discipline than this. Don't forget what you are in Uni for, and stop dwelling over the fact that you were INDEED duped into studying beyond JC because anyway, no degree = SAI jobs(even though it's easier to secure SAI jobs in times like these but still...) and me DO NOT WANT SAI jobs! Btw Qi was lecturing me with respect to this; cuz I was like "what the f is with all these employers and their meagre pay!? I am so not going to slog for them at 5.50/hr, like hello, undergrad here." and Qi went: how can you think like this? it's the recession now leh, you should be glad if anyone would want to employ you.

Sigh come to think of it, yea.. Kor's co. have alr 'freeze hiring'. I AM SO SAD ): Still, min 7/hr.

anw, back to topic. If people can get 5.0 uh forget it 4.++ I don't see why 4.0 is a problem okay so pls studyyyyyyyy. Remember, you are not going to get anywhere near a **Scientist** without a Second Upper so prove your worth TT you are much better than this(2.++).

Just work your miracles like you did for As. Ha ha.

Ok, finish rant back to webcasts. (:

p/s: BTW yest Qi wore this long tunic for a concert and I was like "hey isnt this the topshop i eyed not too long ago?! Ha ha. Yay! Got more new tops to wear to sch (:" Haha! With Sis around there is an unlimited supply of clothes. I am serious about the unlimited part. LOL.

pp/s: this is post #400. wow.

2009-04-12T14:39:00.001+08:00

some things i cannot understand. ):

i just hope that you, you, you and you will be fine.

2009-03-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

I may sound crazy to say this but,

SCHOOL SUCKS CAN I GO BACK TO JC?

))):

2009-03-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

EFFING SHAGGED AFTER ONE EFFING DAY OF SCHOOL WITH 2 MORE PAGES OF LAB REPORT TO DO.

F IT MAN.

2009-03-15T00:30:00.003+08:00

Yes, it's been too long. But hell, I haven't got any inspirations to write. LOL, all that is left of my brain juice went to the 5pg long PH1101e and the ES1301(yea you heard it right Eng for academic purposes ):) essays. Although that was like 2 weeks ago..., I must admit I've been slacking since. Haha. Haven't really made an effort to start concoction. Anyhow, just a random youtube post again.

Justin T. withdrawals! Dear JT, please stop being lazy I CANNOT wait for your new album. Please spend some time making good music amidst your wedding preparations with Ms Biel. Pls pls!

LOL. anw, besides Dead&Gone and Bigger than the world, I really like If I too. Ha ha. Go listennn.

ps.: I just remembered something. I AM DAMN X100 super upset with the fact that Susan and Mike aren't together anymore in Season 5 of Desperate Housewives like wtf. You know(like susan says) They ARE mike and susan! Sigh. I am so going to boycott DH if Mike continues to be with Katherine. LIKE UGH. -_-

2009-02-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

The term Cryonics just make me cringe!!!

No idea what's that? Go google it. Or rather, visit Alcor.com

Still not comprehensive enough? Google Larry Johnson and the Ted William's case.

Too gross and gruesome to comment on it further. Yikes! Makes me lose my appetite!

**FYI, whatever you see are ALL true, not from some Science fiction movie. Real-life. Not reel!

2009-02-16T11:44:00.002+08:00

A quick post before Gracia scolds me for being lateee! Ha ha.

2009-01-25T01:51:00.003+08:00

After more than 12 hours of spring cleaning, I am truly, absolutely, exhausted.

So vacuuming isn't such an easy feat at all! With the 3000$ cleaner, I(yes, me alone) vacuumed the entire sofa set as well as the side benches - 12 cushions in total. Not forgetting both me and my sister's beds, quilt, pillows and bolsters. &^@%~!@*#&$)%

And I packed my wardrobe! Yes, yes I did. Now it looks soooo much neater than before (: And I realised I have FAR TOO MANY unworn clothes. Ha ha.

Clean, Neat, New & Fresh Sheets!

Now I'm ready to usher in the New Year!

Gong Xi Fa Cai everyone :-)

2009-01-17T01:33:00.004+08:00

I think I saw an angel today.

I boarded Bus 2 to Lavender MRT.
A little girl kicked me from behind.

I glanced back, obviously annoyed.
"Sorry! Sorry!" she sang in a tune.

What an insincere apology, and I ignored her.

"Sorry! Sorry!..." she started singing again, profusely.

I turned around.

...

"It's okay." I replied with a smile.

When I alighted, my eyes were welled up with tears.

What I saw the whole time after I turned around to face the little uniformed girl was that, she was very bubbly, full of energy and was wearing this cute round pair of spectacles. However, what sets her apart from any other ordinary schoolgirls is that she is severely cross-eyed, and her actions and behaviour gives the indication that she probably has got some sort of disease that is similar to Down's.

But that didnt put her down. Through the mere 5 mins of observation, I could tell that she's enjoying herself so much in this dull bus ride, drawing attention to herself, not because she's different in appearance, but by her unreserved friendliness and zest for life.

I always, always used to say this "Those parents who know that they are impregnated with a foetus that has got congenital diseases or are handicapped should abort the baby, to prevent inconveniences to themselves as well as to spare the child the agony of being a social outcast in his/her future, especially when it comes to a time where parents can no longer help."

But after today, I'm not so sure.

Cuz I think I saw an angel today.

2009-01-15T14:31:00.008+08:00

Yes I know. It's pathetic, the state my blog is in. Virtually dead.

Ha ha. I totally missed the important-to-blog-about dates which includes Xmas, New year, eelen's bday etc.

Anyway.

Sem 2 has just started and I'm taking one module more than most people out there. ): So far,

attended 4lectures of the 5 modules. Philo just amazes me man, with its abstract content with

the mumbling lecturer. Seriously.

You guys ought to be glad I'm all alone in Central Library now, with NO gossip girl to watch(i don't know wassup with the speed of the internet, can't even play Geo Challenge), thereby giving me nothing to do except to come here and rant. Ha ha.

And today, we talk about Cars.

So, Ferrari has just launched their new F1 car for this upcoming season(ooh, can't wait! have you heard, the Singapore GP is modifying the circuit for the Sept.) and it's called the F60.

I personally thinks it looks very cute(note: ugly but adorable), with the shorter front wing and especially the rear wing. This is to facilitate overtaking which Bernie Ecclestone(i think) feels that F1 is lacking therefore losing its excitement. Ha ha. But I still prefer the old version. That's Felipe Massa in it, by the way.

The other day while cruising down PIE(or BKE or AYE, can't remember) Dad pointed to a car and said "See, that's the new XC60". O M G. It's even nicer than the XC90. If you will remember, more than a couple of years ago I did blog about my fondness for the XC90 while it was still considerably new. Then, XC60 didn't even exist. Hold your breaths and look at the new baby of Volvo everyone:

Yes, I know the tyres are extremely huge but I guess that's the whole point? I especially love the back with the words V O L V O spaced out in bold. Too cool to be true. The XC60 looks even sportier than the XC90, making the latter feel so 'granny' already. Ha ha. But of course, tagging the name of the World's Safest Carmaker comes with a hefty pricetag. So it will remain as a dream to be realised in the future!

And as for now, allow me a slightly more affordable dream.

Tong2 HEARTS HEARTS the Peugeot 206cc, like L-O-V-E. It's small and compact(yes, to hell with 307cc) and has a mini butt and a hard top. In fact I feel that it is even cuter with the top on. Even though it is only up to 4 speed or something?, it still suits me just fine! Since I dont (usually) like speeding.

And daddy says he will buy this for me if his business is still as good 2 years later. he he he! I can't wait. . .

But of course, nothing beats the prancing horse (which some asshole thought it was cheap to him and decided to crash it, LOL)

The master of all Sports Cars. I do think of it as a bigger deal than the Gallardo. The lambo is abit, ugly. LOL.

2008-12-19T00:29:00.005+08:00

i know ive been missed.

A couple of days ago, on the way to Forum for California's pizza(treat from my Bro for Mum's bday), I was suddenly reminded of the thing called 'new year resolutions' now that 2009 is nearing. How. Time. Flies. Anyway, I'm quite surprised that I actually still remember my resolution made for this year! Ha ha. But I'm so not sharing cuz unfortunately(or fortunately), it has not been achieved and I highly doubt it will happen anytime before the year ends. Yes, turning 20 soon and I really shudder at that thought. Not that I'm really THAT afraid of ageing - I look young, anyway, but it is the realisation that I dont seem to have the life experiences of a twenty-year-old and I don't think it is fair that I age year by year just because 52 weeks/365days passed.

Some may say, age is just a number. But I really hope Time will cut me some slack because the "I was.." 2 years ago really isnt that much different from the I am now. Well, mentally I mean, physically I am obviously fat beyond hope now. ):

Christmas tree outside Paragon.

p/s. You really don't have to remind me my sister's about as tall as I am now. ):

What a self-deprecating post. Sigh.

2008-11-29T01:23:00.011+08:00

Yoz, i haven't been this stressed out since about more than one year ago? Last week was just horrid. I keep pressurizing and stressing myself out(which, to a large extent, was necessary. Haha) but impenitency seems to dominate the bigger me which led to studying only a few hours prior to the exam(i have all afternoon papers.) Sigh. I just cant go to explain at length how badly i screwed - how about this - i may have to retake some core modules next sem. LOL. *cross my fingers and prays hard that it'd better not be cm1121!* Anyway, 1 more paper left on monday and by the looks of it, i'll prolly have to S/U it ): and WHOEVER TOLD ME UNI WAS EASY. F U C C KAY.

c&k warehouse sale was better than the last time. Went with eelen, saw yh&bf there and then yin came to join. Ok, I shall admit I broke a hole in my pockets. Must be the exam stress. tsk tsk!

Anyway, main purpose of this entry is to express my sympathies for the hostage who died in Mumbai. I feel so upset and sorry for her and her family. If you'd seen her photo, she's just this fine, married lady, with a profession(lawyer) just like many other women do.

She don't deserve this, and neither do any of us. India ought to be blame for its negligence for not stepping up its security. Seriously! I wonder how leaders can stand such rampant terrorism in their countries. Same goes for thailand, as well as those involved in civil wars. Your people don't deserve any of these shit. Splinter groups ought to be singled out and wiped out. Honestly,such terrorist aren't even fit to be humans, they essentially belong to another groups of animals, probably homo terroria.

No, shit, i feel insulted even to belong in the same genus as them. Probably with their cold-bloodedness they belong to the homoiothermy reptilia or lower, like... Onychophora? (couldnt remember what it is anymore, this word sounds ugly to me anyway.)

Back to my point, sigh, she has yet to have a baby and will never get a chance to be a mother. What's worse to a woman other than that? You know what's the best punishments for such bandits? - They should pay with their families, their most loved ones. I don't care whatever things like "their families are innocent too, they aren't involved in the act of terror." Well, too bad! Life is unfair. An eye for an eye. If they can be so ruthless as to kill people so mercilessly, they ought to have been prepared that the very same thing might befall onto themselves. So, I say, there is no need for preferential treatment given to the families of terrorists held in captive, simply because, they don't deserve it. Furthermore, won't it serve as a further encouragement for terror then, knowing your families will be well taken care of even when your mission to wreck other families failed?

And you'll never know, bad blood might run in the family.

2008-11-17T01:22:00.005+08:00

Hi, here to do some reflections on life.

Long chat with mus today turned out to be a wake up call for me. To set things straight, first, is priorities. Certain things in life is just not worth it, let alone wasting time over it. I think there are bigger things in my life that is so much more important to me, and as a matter of fact, I really panic at the thought of losing them. So, yea, a decision has been made and I WILL abide upon it.

Next, hopefully with the encouragement I'll feel less afraid. Ha Ha. Afraid of god-knows-what. Yep, although it hasn't necessarily solved my uncertainties and worries but I guess more or less, I think I do have a direction. Not the hermit crab anymore, definitely.

andwhataboutyou.

2008-10-31T00:25:00.001+08:00

this week has been more than busy for me; so much more such that i dont even have the time to blog.

so there,

goodbye.

2008-10-15T23:43:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone,

Gossipy tong has gone for an official hiatus until further notice!

Before she left, she left this:

A lip-bitting 13 year old Gary Neo, anxious about what the secondary school life awaits him.

Long pants! Have fun guessing. Seriously, it's not hard. Gossipy tong took no time to identify the budding metrosex.

Tata!

xoxo,

Gossipy tong

Yep so that's it. Amidst of the Chem Lab report I came here to take a breather and I guess it's time to go back now. :~~(

See, I lead a sad life. Ha ha ha.

And to my darling c.girls taking their As in 2 weeks time, JJIIAAAAAA YOOOUUUUUS!

2008-10-14T00:45:00.004+08:00

OMG WHY IS ORGANIC CHEMISTRY SO FUCKKKKING TOUGH. NBNBNBNBNB.

Double tests next week and prac!

Can go die already.

I have no idea what I desire, because my heart and my mind thinks differently. Tell me what to do.

2008-10-11T20:19:00.004+08:00

Yoyo, looks like my alter ego is dominating this blog huh. Lol.

Anyway, yesterday was back at nyjc with my loves - 2/3csq (yes, we exist in fractions) and it was graduation day for jaz and yin. Oh how time flies, I can't wait for them to join us in uni next yearrr! Come NUS! JOINUS. ha ha.

Today was meeting with the old girls - Steph and

Wanqi! Took like a trillion photos. Ha Ha Ha.

On the way home Steph and I were reminiscing the primary school days, eg. chalet incidents, 'hell' kitty stuffs and such.

Preview of some photos:

1. Nice and proper.

2. We did an 'Ugly Betty"

3. Crazy shots. LOL

2008-10-08T13:19:00.004+08:00

Dear fellow gossipers,

Gossipy tong is currently feeling nostalgic.

Here is a prelude of what is to come:

Have fun guessing!

Ta ta!

xoxo,

gossipy tong

p/s.: I've just sourced for up to part VII of this series. Hehe, So stay tuned! (:

2008-10-07T14:49:00.007+08:00

Hi girls,

this is the gossipy tong in action cuz weitong is uhm... either in hibernation or too stressed up with school. well, let's not go into that.

YES YES! Of course there is something to share when gossipy tong is around, isn't it?

Recently, gossipy tong got some UNEXPOSED PHOTOS of a much-talked-about male from an *hush-hush*unknown source.

Wanna see wanna see?

There you have it. Try spotting the one I'm talking about.

It's abit hard, isn't it? Considering the fact that gossipy tong took a HARD time sieving him out from all the boys in this photo.

But, unlike weitong, gossipy tong doesn't like to keep people in suspense. Gossipy tong LOVES to reveal the deepest and darkest secrets of people, yea?

YUP, THE ONE WITH THE HORNS.

Your 14 year old Gary Neo, with his circular shaped specs, not the emo ones(yes, have to mention this!) and a fullhead of hair.

(Sorry for making his classmate look like a ghost. The lightings, not me!)

If you're interested, gossipy tong has more to share. So, stay tuned, darlings.

And don't forget to pass it on! Forward it your friend, friend's friend, friend's juniors, simply everyone, cuz gossipy tong just loves to share!

Another thing, never doubt my sources!

xoxo,

gossipy tong

2008-10-05T04:50:00.003+08:00

First of all, i wanna get this clear,

I'M HERE TO RANT!

OMG WTF IF ONLY YOU'D LOOK AT THE BLOODY TIME RIGHT NOW.
4.50AM!

AND I'VE JUST FINISHED BY SSA2209 PRESENTATION SLIDES.
OH WAIT, THEY HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN VET YET.

MIND YOU, ITS THE 4TH CONSECUTIVE DAY THAT I'M SLEEPING PAST 3AM IN THE MORNING. ))))~~~:
FUCK SS, SERIOUSLY. FUCK GPS.
I'm losing all my beauty sleep + my biological clock is fucking messed up because of datelines and datelines! Grrr.

Sorry, but I'm damn sad ok i need to sleeeepzxzxz.

Oh. by the way, happy birthday, daddydy! <333333

2008-09-25T18:34:00.003+08:00

F1 IS HERE IN NO TIME!!!

26TH SEP: PRACTICE SESSIONS
27TH SEP: QUALIFYING
28TH SEP: RACEDAY, BABIES!

CAN YOU FEEL THE EXCITEMENT BREWING???
CUZ I CAN ALREADY HEAR THE ENGINES ROARING PASS THE ESPLANADE!

[UPDATE]: OMG THIS IS GETTING CRAZZZZY, I CAN'T SIT STILL FOR A MINUTE WITHOUT GETTING ALL HYPED UP ABOUT F1! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! FERRARI, MCCLAREN, BMW, TOYOTA, HONDA, RENAULT, TORO ROSSO ETC CARS COMPETING IN OUR TURF. I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HOW EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT MAN. THE ANTICIPATION JUST GETS ME HIGH! OMGGG.

2008-09-21T18:28:00.014+08:00

SO, I haven't been updating!

Updates about school:
1) WTH omg I actually passed my Chemistry test, considering the fact that I gave up studying the day before and went into the LT thinking thats-it-i-gotta-fail-damn-uglily. LoL. Not bad, just slightly lower than the average. (:
2) Passed Gen Physio mcq test as well. It was omg humiliatingly easy anyone who fails should drop the module. Like now. Eg of one stupid qn "What is plasmodesmata?" But the disappointing thing is, I didnt manage to get full marks or anywhere near. ):
3) Ooh! I LOVE chem Lab ok. Although its SUPER WARM(just imagine wearing 2layers of covered-clothing,as in you can't even show your feet AT ALL, inclusive of the long labcoat and the fuckingoggles without aircon.), what goes on during the experiment is just, FUN. Each of us get to work in our own fumehood with our own apparatus, and the most exciting part is our final product have to be handed in for grading a la harry potter in potions class. LOL. Well, anyway, a prof saw my fancy nails that day and she commented,"you don't have to wear manicure to lab you know. 'Cos the solvent will wash it off anyway." which is partly true. Ha.
4) Stats test was alrighty, as usual I went under-prepared and being 5 min late seriously doesn't help. Hope it won't turn out too badly.
5) Oh. I'm actually in the midst of researching for my GPS essay assignment AND presentation and I felt bored and here I am. I seriously wonder if I will be able to churn out 2000 words for the essay. -_- S-I-A-N. Like who was I trying to impress by taking this module? Grrrr.

Updates about ... LIFE:
Urm, before that can I just post this picture up?

Yep, that's right. Presently at this moment I'm chatting to her online and I came across this picture of her, JAZREEL OWL, aka Bimbo, JOWL, Hotbabe, and it's just so tempting to post it up! LOL.

Alrighty back to the updates.
1) Last Saturday was 0633 class outing (yea, if you can count 10people a class. anyway.) at settler's cafe. It was, ya the usual kind of fun when many people gather together to play games. You get the idea. Don't get me wrong, it WAS fun. No sarcasm here okay.
Afterwhich, we wander around mindlessly, managed to catch the closest fireworks ever seen in a lifetime(any closer and you'll see me shooting up in the sky with the sparks) and ended up in tcc where eelen and i drank like the besting tasting alcoholic drink ever. Frosty Bailey's I think it's called. Go try it!

those who were present. (:

that's a more decent picture of me with eelen. Eversince, you know,I became incorrigibly FAT.

2) Sunday was study session at our usual hangout the airport (excluded the comma on purpose cuz whatever that is after 'at' is considered a noun.) and we tried to be funny by bringing liquor (yep, you guess it right, it's none other than Bailey's) to blend with the ice-blend coffee. Didnt turn out too good though! LOL.
Dinner with family at Coca was simply -_- How about this: a sane person won't spend 40bucks per person on bland steamboat buffet dinner. Moreover one that gives me the runs the next day. Wth.
3) Last night was Elva's 3-faced Elva music showcase. Woohoo. Enjoy every single bit of it man, albeit it being a super short one. It's okay. Shall go for her world tour concert slated to be in Sg next year. (:

Alright. I shall join in the emo-nemo mood to show my love for csq. Yes I love you girls a lot ok. ALL OF YOU.

Sigh. I'm so not myself in school everyday lar, because there's no crazy girls like you all to laugh and joke around with. Rmb gracia's emo song LOL!

Not forgetting:

The ones who survived sec school with me. (: Suhong not included tho. LOL.

Like elva sang it, maybe it's similar to love.

2008-09-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Why do I feel as though I'm being duped into studying Uni?

It's been 4 weeks and I can feel the stress OMG. Ok, I admit it's the upcoming Chemistry(Oh,chemistry) test this monday that is stressing me out. Seriously, it's been what, lecture 5 already and i barely understood what was taught in lecture 3??? Seriously, Chem in Uni IS NOT EASY. Its as though the lecturer is speaking in a foreign language.(well, the literal meaning applies as well; since empty orbital can be pronounced as empathy orbital. You get me.) It makes Alevel chem seems like primary school standard already. Grrr. And I thought I it was Life Sci im majoring in. -_-
Stats wasn't that bad though - all thanks to my considerably good stats background back in jc.
GPS makes me feel inferior, LOL. I'm like So So Lost! ):
BioD is rather interesting, and gen physio is easy to understand. So far.

Anyway, last thursday I crashed SMU's bash Love,Ibiza and I must say it was much much much more an elaborate affair than my Sci fac one. (: But the best part is seeing so many people I know! Went with eelen, saw siyu, met up with *via,von,yh(&bf)* and surprise surprise, saw weiting too!
I've since decided that clubbing shall not be my cup of tea cuz i've come to the conclusion that good guys won't like girls that frequent such places, and that good guys aren't the ones you meet in clubs.
Ok, that was a stupid conjecture. LoL.
And before people start getting suspicious, the last sentence 2 paragraphs before does not contain any hidden meaning.

Lastly, I need more motivation to study and to go lectures without falling asleeeeeep! Zzzzz.

2008-08-27T11:25:00.009+08:00

"hey! what's that in your hand?
Is it a phone???"

'No, its THE iPHONE!"

ugly picture; i was just testing the camera! V clearrr k cuz the resolution is damn good.

no worry, wallpaper changed! I just DONT understand all that craze with this iphone, really. Granted, it's like the most IT thing now but besides the fact that it is really chic, this thing, is SO not user-friendly. I tried texting 'hello' and it turned out 'jellp' Zzzz. And it is not small at all ok!

Ha ha. And for the finale,
I present to you couple of the year. (((((:

I just can't express how happy I feel for both of them, and how fortunate I think Weiting is, for finding someone who love her much more than she love him. Awww. I always can't help to smile whenever I think of them both. Ha ha.

2008-08-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Busy weekend. >.<

flux@stjames on saturday night,
and bbq@mus's friend's house just now.

the whole flux thing was rather dumb, cuz it was mainly the contestants(er-hem er-hem) parading around the stage wearing the sponsor's apparel and the entire program didnt last more than 1.5h i think.
Luckily i brought someone along and we had much more fun over at mono. LOL.

bbq was alrighty. as usual, we poke fun of the new couple "wting in da house, rc in da house, sweet sweet love!" (oh anw, jojo, yes you jolene pang, i need you to help me with a wee bit of gossiping. :x )

and yea, i felt a pang of guilt just now when eelen called and told me that she and gracia were 'mugging' at our favourite place and where was i? (bbq-ing of course!) zzz. -_-
Okay, shall join them next week to wreck havoc at the place close to the heart. Yes, im sure we are pretty capable of that. (:

ps. eelen, why dont you just gather everyone for an annual csq mugging season? ha ha!

2008-08-19T20:37:00.006+08:00

i think im slowly morphing into a full-fledged mugger.

HA HA HA.
yes that's why I haven't been updating cuz i'm simply too involved in schoolwork.

is this how Uni is supposed to be? All academic and less/no play(or should I say i haven't found someone to PLAY with me, LoL!)

Ha ha. But after all that shit that i've been through during those JC days i'm kind of scared. Ha ha. You wouldn't understand how bloooody scared I was before i got my As results.

And I can proudly announce that I haven't been skipping ANY lectures since start of school a week ago, despite sleeping in most of them. =P

Anw will update again cuz I am TOO BUSY now googling about sporophyte and gametophyte, afterwhich I must go read my GPS textb before the lecture tmr(which i have to go alone. Zzz)

2008-08-08T21:13:00.005+08:00

back black. Now blackier. ms lim eelen i swear im as chao ta as you are now, if not darker!

zZzzz. The price to pay for enjoying SoW and having fun with my OG, L.

So... orientation camp is over and i'm dreading at the realisation that SCHOOL IS STARTING as soon as NEXT WEEK. It amazes me this much that time passes sooooo fast - could still vividly remember the moment when i was being handed my results slip. HA HA!

Anyway, having just went through the lecture notes(!!) for lsm1103(biodiversity) that have been uploaded, I feel like I'm playing with fire. Can't help but to wonder if THIS is really what I wanted, and if I'm able to do THIS for 3-4 years.
So JY, what's your take on this?

Some pictures to introduce Jappai L:
FIC.

Flag Day. Yeah, slacked most of it away but my tin is heavy one ok! (-:
these are phyllis, grace, qiukun:

DANGEROUS...
why?

2008-07-17T14:48:00.002+08:00

WUT THE FUC WUT THE FUC WUT THE FUC.

how come NOBODY, NOBODY ever told me theres this thing called ADVANCE PLACEMENT CREDIT????!!!!

To think that this is like one of rare occasions I can be exempted from LESSONS with my exceptional grades. SIX!!! 6 FRIGGING MODULES OK.

And I missed it. No, I should say I didn't even know about it at all. Until today. :~~(

Was it even in the freshmen guide? Shouldn't they send an invitation email for me to apply for the APC tests, instead of the survey and blah blah blah?

ASSHOLE.

Anyway, on another note, I spent another 50plus on storybooks yesterday and I even signed up for the BORDERS card. Someone please help curb this unhealthy(ok, its not exactly unhealthy since books are food for the soul but the way i spend money lavishly on books makes it a really unhealthy obsession) spending.

Speaking of which, I really liked Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult. Though there's quite a lot of religious elements in the storyline, to the extent that it wasn't exactly easy for me to understand, it actually in a way shed light on issues that are hard to explain. Uhmm, I particularly agree with one of the quotes mentioned in the book - it goes something like "Even if there isn't a God in the world, there is a need to create one." And I like how Shay Bourne(main lead) is correlated with Jesus as the Messiah.

The other two books were alright la. Probably 3.5/5 for both.

2008-07-07T19:05:00.005+08:00

Gosh. I feel like I'm an invalid today. ):

It began with me waking up in the morn at 8 superbly shag, and I have no ideaa what I was doing, leaving out the 2 most important forms and $ for the medical checkup.

Thus I was late, and wearing specs with my bloodshot eyes certainly didn't make things better. To make things worse, I felt incredibly small as though I've shrunk to half my size when I was on my way on the bus with those NUS students and staff and whatever they are, they are very very imposing. Perhaps it's the pre-freshie-anxiety-syndrome?

And then I have to go through this preaching session by the human rights supporter doc. Yes, like who the hell gets interrogated by a doctor right? and it has totally NOTHING to do with my health or any medical condition. REALLY.

Back at office, I was simply too worn out to get anything done. Yes.
And I wasted 7.7.2008 away.

Howeverrrrr, the cumulative exhaustion is due to the 2 days of ECP-ing over the weekends. (: Great great fun though!
AND, I found someone, friend G, who has this same 'alcohol abnormality effect' as me. Hahaha. Like finally. ((:
Sunday's picnic was way cool! The breeze was fantastic-no sickly-sticky feeling, the weather's great-cloudy and no scorching sun, the food is NICEE-yesyes, banana-choc-chip muffins(even for a non-banana eater like me), but most important of all, it was the company that makes it PERFECT.

Csq lives on, regardless of the fact that we might lose our newsworthiness in the future with so many wannabes mushrooming. Like Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha!

2008-07-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

SO MANY DECISIONS SO LITTLE TIME! ))):

SO MUCH WORK BUT SO LITTLE TIME. (heh, this actually applies to my parents not meee)

oh? I realise I don't disclose much about my work huh?

Ok, though it's a personal blog i'm talking about here,

but sad to say i can't control who reads them.

Yep, since it concerns about my livelihood(yes, yes, very much. as well as determining whether i get a car or not?), I ought to keep things confidential. (:

Anw can someone pleasssseeee tell me how does Uni works - 'Can I be absent from school for like a week without a valid reason?'

Haha. I'm planning to do just that around end of Aug cuz Dads fffiiinalllyyy bringing me to Shanghai for the INTERtextile exhibition which is from 26-28Aug. Well, it's not like I haven't been to Shanghai before, but this time round theres this uber cool corporate event thrown in so the whole package sounds so... exciting!!!

ok shut up weitong.
the real reason you are are bugging daddy to bring you along is because you wanna go shopping, especially when there's !!!H&M!!! is shanghai. (:
Most importantly, CIC. (ask me personally what this acronym means cuz it's rather rude. Ha ha.)

Another thing, I busted 50.00S$ on two books recently - The Memory Keeper's Daughter and Thanks for the Memories. I 'devoured' both already, my personal opinions will be up next post. (:

2008-07-02T15:58:00.003+08:00

OMG i just love this thingggg:

TOSHIBA PORTEGE M800.

SOOO PRETTY RIGHT.
Don’t ask about the specs cuz I aint sure either. I only know it’s considerably good. Toshiba’s lappy supposed to be good (:
MOST IMPORTANTLY IT’S WHITE IN COLOUR. CLASSY TO THE MAX.

So nice huh! I like Dell too but hmmmm.

Another thing: I’m selected for Hall stay but I’m most probably not gonna stay in hostel.. Yeah. See, cuz if Im not staying in hostel, the chances of me getting a car is higher! =p

Right. I know I haven’t been updating and my com's internet connection at home is down. But heck, seriously, it’s MY blog.

2008-06-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

im thinking...
what if i regret taking science?

2008-06-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

Mumsie and Dads backkkkk from Hokkaido (-:

With LOADS(and I mean a hand-carry luggage full) of chocolates when I thought their specialty supposed to be sushi? Hahah.

Anyway, seriously. HALL OR NOT?
I wanna have some fun(for at least one year) but it seems like I've got more "east" friends who are willing to endure the long train ride with me. grrrh.
driving to school is likely to be out of the question because:
1. I haven't gotten my licence (yet)
2. rising oil prices!

So pals... please give me some ideas!

2008-06-05T17:21:00.003+08:00

Yo! The drama junkie in me is back again.

I've finished GG Season 1 like eons ago and I must say the ending really wasn't satisfying, though I can foresee Season 2 gonna be exciting! Ah, and I love love love their fashion. (-: Blair's closet and Serena's bags. Burberry warrior!

While waiting for GG Season 2 and for Fated to Love you to be uploaded, and in a desperate attempt to satisfy my crave for drama serials,
I typed 'kevin cheng' in Youtube and MUCH to my delight,
FORENSIC HEROES 2 IS OUT.

Smmmmooooochhheeeees! Love em.

2008-06-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

fuck it's only been a few hours only and I'm so stressed.

If I were still in nuance it would be more than happy to screw things up for them.

WTH. I haaaattttteeeee to receive overseas calls. SEROUSLY!

2008-06-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

Oh? did I hear it wrongly?
MY DARLING JOSE MOURINHO IS BACK IN ACTION AT INTER MILAN. (-:

Woohoo, look who's back to dominate the Italian Serie A.

Te echo de menos Querido!
*it's spanish but whatever, he probably knows it!

LOL.

2008-05-23T18:29:00.003+08:00

The least I could do.
You?

2008-05-13T21:56:00.004+08:00

I'm recently caught in a bout of dramaaa craze. Haha. Due to the unfortunate fact that Fated to love you only airs once a week in TP, I'm not exactly able to catch the whole series online noww..... ):

So currently, GOSSIP GIRL is the thang. I just started not long ago(despite the naggings from Sha since dont know when to start watching!) so haven't got much comments to give.
Here's the summary from sidereel though:
Gossip Girl is an American television teen drama created by Josh Schwartz (The O.C.) and Stephanie Savage, who also serve as executive producers alongside Bob Levy and Leslie Morgenstein. Based on the novel series by Cecily von Ziegesar of the same name, Gossip Girl revolves around the lives of socialite young adults growing up on New York's Upper East Side who attend elite academic institutions whilst dealing with sex, drugs, and other teenage issues.

Anyway, my latest read, A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern... was really not so good. I'm halfway through already and I must say, this is one of the rare books that I can't appreciate, or in other words, don't like. Tell me if you want it, I don't mind giving it away after I finished. (:

2008-05-11T22:00:00.001+08:00

Addicccted to this Taiwanese drama serial called Fated to Love (命中注定我愛你) . Caught it while I was in Taipei loved it eversince.. Hahaha!
It's a very new show and has only started showing in TP not long ago, therefore it isn't going to be available in Singapore soon. I dont usually like Taiwanese dramas but this one has got my weakness - pregnancy!! Haha (((((:

2008-05-09T20:46:00.003+08:00

BIG Hi!! *WAVES*

im back yet not so back from TP. Ok, let me put it in this way, physically I am in SG of course but mentally; my mind now is probably somewhere getting "high" in TP101(private joke). Hahaha!
I must say this trip away from home was not bad not bad, just that the food there was like way below our expectationsss...cuz somehow or rather everything seemed to carry the chou tofu taste, quoting eelen "luckily i wasn't born here, or else i would be raised up eating and thinking that all these smelly food is nice." So yep, fellow SGporeans, if you liked our local fare here, you probably won't like theirs. Besides that everything is pretty good! The weather is cooling, despite it raining almost everyday which kinda dampen our plans but nevertheless, I wouldn't trade a scorching hot day for that. Hahah. Shopping was good, but i MUST SAY fashion there is subjective. Clothes there are mostly JAP-inspired (gone wrong), therefore you ought to be selective (: Anyway! Under the influence of Japan, people in Taiwan are very polite and helpful! Hmmm, they're like way nicer than Singaporeans! Except for a few that we came across though, but we know how to deal with them. Hahahah! It's a secret!

Is it me or what? This morning I looked out of my balcony and to my surprise 2 tall buildings-The Sail, erected at somewhat next to the Singapore Flyer. Was it there already before I was gone just that I didn't notice it or what? Hahahah. It couldn't have finish it 6 days while I was away right!

Ok, I'm kind of tired already. Took a cab to and back from driving and blew 10dollars away. I must be thinking I am still in Taipei or what! If only that was only NT100. Hahaha!

2008-05-02T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. I am like surfing the net non-stop since 2 till now though I'm actually at work now. =P
Cus I know I will be missing the com for almost one week starting tmr. Hahah! SO right now I'm clicking and clicking away surfing everything under the hot hot sun. Haaa. Oh, the weather recently has been terrible isn't it? The lowest temperature is probably 28/29 nowadays. What is it with the sweltering heat! OMG. give me back those rainy daysss.

2008-04-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

Csq send off on Saturday! SWEET. How to not love them you tell me!!!

We're so not going to forget your prezzies and love from taipei. HAHAHAH. Sounds as though eelen and I are going over for a month plus heh. Nono, SIX days that's all you'll be missing me.

Apprehension apprehension! I feel so unprepared. But it's still 5 days away from taking an airplane without mummy. OMG what did i just say?!

Oh, right. Anyway, the past weekend for sports events were great! Ferrari 1-2 with Kimi passing the checquered flag first and Chelsea won Man U. Hmmmm, although I secretly wish that Man U will win this season's title instead because I seriously haven't forgotten about my jose mourinho and I wouldnt be delighted to see avram gorilla grant to get credit for chelsea's victory. BOOOOO.

My football idol.

p/s.: omgosh. my poor lampard. (if you guys heard of it...)

2008-04-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

The last thing that I would want now is to fall sick. Like wth. Ive got a rather busy weekend, please.

Anyway, the new TVB drama Seventh Day starring none other than my husband kevin cheng & his mistress niki chow(ok, go ahead and scold me) alongside with bosco and natalie was simply, FANTASTIC.

You know, whatever, you people might be thinking; "chey, just because there's kevin that's why you said so". But you know what, probably more than 100000 in youtube.com will beg to differ with you. Hahah. The responses amazed me too!

now now, i found a perfect spot to land my kiss onto his face. (-:

2008-04-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

Ever tried watching 3 shows simultaneously?

That's exactly what I'm doing right now.

One is a comedy, the other thriller and the last one being a sad love story.

Hahahah. So like what you'd imagine, after crying(sad love story), im laughing my heart out(comedy) and at the same time holding on tightly onto my cushion(thriller).

Perhaps thats what you call symptoms/making of a schizophrenic maybe?

2008-04-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

OK! Manual driving is actually FUN.
Finally, got a chance to go out of the circuit, and tested my gears up to the forth. Woohoo, that's what I call driving man! I just LLOOOOVVVVEEEEE the torque. But, the reason for my reluctance to switch up to the fourth gear being:
- I dont wanna kill anyone.
- I dislike the hassle of engine braking("lower gear") when I make a turn/approaching junctions.

And... I must admit that my car still tend to stall very much.-_- YES I KNOW. VERY EMBARASSING OK!

2008-03-15T01:23:00.004+08:00

I am damn excited cuz the f1 season is starting sooooooon!

On another note, i just wanna say that justinT is the sex. OMGOMGOMG.
He's like so bloody wonderful. Fantastic. Hahaha, even better than my Alvl's! Ok, no link. LoL.

get what i mean now?

2008-03-05T15:04:00.002+08:00

Hello all;

I'm suffering from Nuance-withdrawal syndrome. Symptoms are as follow:

- Tendency to answer the phone with "Hello Nuance" whenever I pick it up.
- Sleeping at late hours even though I'm super tired (my L shift ends at 1)
- Miss bathing at 4 in the morning. Yea, for EF.
- Miss the morning wake up calls from the taxi driver, waiting for the cab before 5am at my void deck and sometimes at the main rd ):
- and the morning wangjiao/toastbox tea with softbun, lazing around and opening the crazy 32 glass doors obligingly, taking up an hour sometimes with sasha.c0m
- Able to memorise roughly all the flight and landing timings for each day, and I even know where did the flight arrive from by the first digit of the flight number. Eg SQ2xx is from Australia/NZ, SQ3xx is from Europe, SQ8xx is from China, two digits flight no is usually from US via somewhere else etc...
- The different country codes; my 31, our favourite 21s, the rich-ass 23s, eelen's 22, the ever-so-irritating 99s sometimes 90s too, and of course the i-am-so-fucking-rich-and-therefore-you-must-give-me-priority 92s.
- Calling Check-in, Southwing, SouthSouth, AS, AN to look for sha, wherever she is! Hahah.
- Feeling oh-so-comfy when I return to Arrival North my home (:
- Karen Chew's plain biscuit, Sha!!!
- SK-II TVC. Yes, I can almost memorise the whole damn thing."My eyes tell tales, but it doesn't give away my age...forcing my skin to adapt...I cannot travelling without my SKII miracle water.."

- the after work thick toast with peanut butter at 115 in the morning.
- breaks spent in the store with 'victoria'
- SKU, X-reading, CVV1/CVV2, 8081.
- SLEEPING in the cashier counter when there are no flights.
- "eh sha, call the runners down leh. very boring."
- half a dozen of popeye's biscuit.

...and the list goes on.

to be continued...

2008-02-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

Finally got a chance to go back to college today with gracia and jy! And damn, it makes me realised how much I miss college life. The moment I stepped into the school compound from the side gate I was already greeted with the familiarity of people playing basketball, and I reminiscent the times where Csq would walked together as a group to go 'econ' and at the same time spotting our all time fav--candies. Looking at these people now, hmmm and to think that I was there not very long ago, it makes me feel so at home, at ease and comfortable. Yes, I belonged there. I was/am young too. It just feels so good you know, even it's just sitting at a table in the atrium with them, listening to our ex-teacher talking(not that im taking in much of it). It's as though those old days are coming back already. Not forgetting the consultations and night study too. I bet they agree with me too. Like how much we miss lectures, not that we miss studying that much, just how we can also be occupied with anything and everything besides listening to the lecturer(esp econs lecture haha!). And how we practically can fall asleep during all the morning lectures when we're simply too--shagged. HAHA. I tell you this can go on and on forever, cause there's not enough words to describe how much I miss school life, since I've never stopped school for this long for like all my years of education? And ever since I've been exposed to working life, everything seems so complicated already and being back at school make me feel young once again. I'm just so happy. (:

2008-02-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

Okay, finally, after 2 resignation letters, 1 withdrawal letter and 2 extensions,
I am proud to say that I am DEFINITELY going to leave NW by the end of this month. I SWEAR. It's official ok! No more kidding around I am leaving for real. Hahahah.

Seriously! I wonder what got into me to extend when my last working day is supposed to be 15Feb. ARGHH. I must be crazy or something.

By the wayyyy, a certain C^2 member amazed me today. Or should I say I only found out about it today?? HAHAHA. But it's okay, cuz I'm pretty sure I'm the first person among C^2 to find out about it. :-)

2008-02-11T18:43:00.000+08:00

The few days before CNY has been depressing.

Not that the situation is very much better now though.

I hope I really will grow up more from this episode.
And I'm really really very thankful that within my own family, I have a very responsible daddy who works hard all his life to provide us with the best he could afford. I have never seen him using sick as an excuse not to work and he has never taken a day of MC from work. To be very frank, I haven't seen any, anybody else's father as hardworking as he is. Next, is my very understanding mummy who tolerates all the nonsense including the occasional harsh remarks from the hot-tempered daddy. The one person whom I know does not pursue material goods, the direct opposite of me.
Yes, I know I'm too pampered for my own good.

When it comes to such things, my tears will just flow uncontrollably..
(And damn it, thats why I can't draw my fucking eyeliner properly on CNY because of my swollen eyes.)

This problem is unsolvable. And I guess it's better off when the topic remains untouched anyway.

p/s: I cry this much because i pity both parties involved in this conflict. I really do. And it is because of the fact that one of them meant so much to me and the other not much lesser that it affects me so much.
Perhaps that's what they call, kinship.

2008-02-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

Inexplicable.

I am working till the 15 FEB!

YAY!

2008-01-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

when something is on your mind, you can't seem to focus on anything..

2008-01-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

not quitting so soon anymore.

Yeah, I am such a coward.
No. Actually to put it in another way, I fear of idling at home or going out meaninglessly after I quit. Cause I know I won't be starting work till CNY ends.
Okay, so there, I am procrastinating AGAIN, but this time with a seemingly reasonable excuse.

Haha.

OK la, I shall admit it. The real reason for my reluctance to quit is...

OF COURSE, the Calvin Klein MAN model. (((((-:

2008-01-15T15:19:00.001+08:00

I CONFIRMED I SAW UTT YESTERDAY!

Introducing my new crush...

He is just so sexy. OMG!

And look at this. So pale in comparison right. Just like some unshaven uncle.

Rachael and I on the bus to the ferry terminal, with shades(see eelen they are too big)!

Recruit Corera with the Mum.

Butterflies in his stomach. Haha.

2008-01-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

You know, what has been holding me back from handing in my resignation letter is the people that I know at my workplace.

I know I will and I must quit by the end of Jan.
Had I not known these people, quitting would be much more easier. I will miss all of them(fyi I am strictly only talking about people who I'm on good terms with and are nice to me) terribly when I leave.
Though I'm still glad that I know them. Cuz they just make my work less dull albeit only occasionally for example during my break times.

I guess eventually I will quit as most of them are leaving soon too. Maybe I should go back as part-time for the time being. Well, that is only if...

"I'm so happy I might not be able to sleep tonight!"

2008-01-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

The past two days have been terrible.

You can't blame me. When something or rather somebody you've been anticipating about for such a long time(the past one year) with such high expectations... comes to nothing, to naught, it just feels, terrible.

Admittedly, I shouldnt have held such high hopes in the first place. But I've already told myself this, don't mull over it. It's not the first time you've faced such disappointments anyway. What's this compared to ...? Move along.
And I will. (:

PS.: I served Gloria's idol Dr. Woffles Wu today!!!

2008-01-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

OMG I've got this STRONG urge to join the army after touring the BMTC at Tekong today. HAHA. It looks more like a chalet than a camp and I TELL YOU, there are a number of i-candies there especially those higher ranked ones(wait, i'm not talking about the one with crests--they are too old) . Hahahah.
The whole package is just so damn cool, the boots, the no. whatever uniforms and the discipline. Woohoo! There's just this huge sense of patriotism and you should really listen to those recruits take their oath.

Anyone wanna join me?

2008-01-10T23:48:00.001+08:00

I made a HUGE discovery yesterday.

FF.
(:
That's all I'm saying.
And no eelen, that is NOT FuckFace.
HAHAH.

And I cannot wait!!! ARGH.

2008-01-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

I'm super tied down by work but I don't know why.

I work 9hours everyday(erm, well not exactly true for the last 2 days) but I don't seem to have any free time at all. At all.

And that is why I'm practically procrastinating everything that I'm supposed to do long agoooo.
Like braces, like driving, like shopping and looking for the next job!

Anyway work is/will be getting much better. (-:
Cuz the fortunate(maybe unfortunate since I'm alone) me is working in Arrivals where there is NO competition and NO supervisors(well not exactly true but at least I'm not directly under their noses. Haha)

By the wayy... I suffered a food allergy on the 2nd of this year, similar to that of last year's -- swollen face and eyes. BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM ALLERGY TO!!! But hopefully it wouldnt come back to me again even though I got my mc on the day I most wanted to. HAHAH.

Yippies another weekend-offs. (:

2007-12-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

I think I'm going to quit.

Yeah I bet you must be expecting 'No I am just joking' for the next line, but I'm really pretty serious about quitting my current job --- Why, of all time when I finally got my wish of being posted to work in T3 wef 1 Jan.

Reasons why JESSICA ZHANG is leaving NW:
1. I checked my pay today and it is fucking meagre. It's like some nominal sum for thanking me to help out instead of a proper pay. For all the fucking menial work that we've done, I don't fucking deserve such an amount of money.

2. Refer to my previous posts.

3. I am so bloody envious about the pay my friends are collecting.

4. I've already got a back-up job even if I quit my current one. Like NOW.

5. I'm more interested in working at T3 Gelare already after today. HAHA.

6. I haven't got over the fact that I'm extremely underpaid, given my qualifications!

7. I'll be spending my days in T3 alone. ALONE! No colleagues to gossip with cuz I gotta be the ONLY person managing one of the shops in Arrival. And my Best Colleague Gloria is in T2. HOW COULD THEY?!

Is it too much if I ask for a pay rise or threaten to leave cuz they are in serious shortage of sales staffs?
Oh I really don't know. Even if I don't quit now, I'll most probably leave by next month.
Afterall, the ultimate reason for me wanting to stay is still __________. And I don't have a good feeling that __________ will be working there.

But I will know by 9Jan.

2007-12-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

Totally hooked onto this song! Brought back the memories when I was still VERY young and crazy about FannWong. OMG hahah. But I still like this drama series the best!

Anyway my christmas day was spend mahjonging till 7 in the morning @ yin's place. Then home to sleep till 2 and then to work again.
How boring can my life get man.

And I guess one of my off days this weekend will be spent in t3 doing OT. AGAIN. ):

2007-12-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

Less than 2 weeks to 2008.

This is CRAZY.

2007-12-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

Yayssssss today is my off day again! I'm supposed to be off tmr as well but tmd #*%$#* I'm involved in the set up of the store in t3. Hmmm, I don't know if I should feel excited about it afterall, it gives me another chance to visit the ilLido that is opening(: BUT, like what the melancholic Gloria says, wtf we are supposed to have 2 off days per week!

And I tell you it is goddamn impossile to work more than 5 days in a row cuz I'll probably die of anger. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK AM I WORKING WITH THESE UNEDUCATED PEOPLE OK. The thing is, we belong to different social rank to begin with. Talking to them just condescend my class, let alone taking orders from them. JUST FUCK OFF BIG TIME OK. You may be the fucking BA for the most prestigious skincare brand but you're just yet another uncouth auntie who blabbers coarse hokkien language across the shopfloor. I've got no problems with this if it takes place in any random supermarket but COME ON, this is an Int'l Airport, and fyi Changi airport is no longer ranked no.1 and I seriously think it has got something to do with the service attitude at the P&C store.
I've got a clear conscience cuz I treat all my customers with sincerity and the due respect that they deserve. I know I am doing sales and the number of bottles of perfumes that I sold per day is much more important than pleasing the customers but I realised I've seen things in a different light after the STAR orientation. My job requirement is more than just selling, it's also about bringing a wholesome experience to passengers and to promote the airport to a whole new level. Ok I know it sound like I ripped this off some website but THIS IS what we should be doing right.

Whatever it is, bottomline is i will not relent so easily. Cuz I tell you, I am just one step away from being their manager. And I couldnt agree more with eelen and gloria: they are just bound to this job forever.

2007-12-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

It is my OFF day today and its MUMMY's bdayyy!

We're going to Novotel later for dinner. (:
Thank god I'm not working the E shift tmr.

Yesterday was 25th Wedding Anniversary for Aunt Angeline and Uncle Mark + Bday for my Elder sister.

It's becoming more and more unbearable to work. Those hypocritical and stupid aunties, not forgetting my "favourite" clinique BA who couldnt stop looking at me and murmuring under her breath in malay to her colleague about me. C'mon, you think i don't know what ya talking bout?

Ugh, seriously, working there is just so LOW. Can you imagine working with people who are much less qualified than you and get bullied by them? Sometimes I wonder why am I even competing with them for sales when I can go look for an admin job with an equally good pay. That aside, there is still few nice people around like the estee lauder BA who has worked for 13years yet she still looked like shes in her early 20s!

Anyway, for people who are still thinking that it is always the caucasians who are big buyers, YOU ARE SO WRONG. The way the mainland chinese buy the P&Cs are as though they are buying canned food in supermarkets. 3 bottles of the same product at one go. Yep, so when you do the math, when an average family spends about $150 on groceries in a supermarket, those casually dressed chinese(no LV bags, D&G denims) can spend up to $1500 easily.

Wow. Yes, that's an eye-opener for me as well.

Yup, anyway, my next off days are 18, 19 next week.

2007-12-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

Yay!

I am so glad prom is over. Now i can concentrate on working and money money here i come. (:
In fact I've got huge sums of debts already. I owe mummy about 200$ and i've already lost count how much i've signed on my amex. *crosses my fingers and hope my dad dont kill me!*

Yep, anyway com is still spoiled. Apparently my useless brother stil refuse to fix it, so I am actually secretly using dad's laptop. (:

Alright, i'm like super yearning to meet up wih the old friends so wait till I got my work schedule okay! Oh anyway I've got like 2 days off per week how cool is that. Do come look for me if you're going overseas ok cuz i might give you discount. ((:

2007-11-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

My Com is spoiled and I'm very angry.

2007-11-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hellos.

O-N-E more week. (((:

(i know many people have already finished their exams. my cousin's probably alr in KL shangri-la sleeping away.)

I know i havent been updating. Pardon me cuz I'll feel less guilty by not using the com. Haha. I haven't been studying as much as you think I am. HAHAH

Anyway, the main purpose for me to blog today is

LOUIS VERDAD

I heard about him in FP and the clothes he design are really fantastic.

Sharp, clean cut suits and dresses.

Great news to share: IlLido is opening in t3. How exciting.

2007-09-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

And the Cinderella's legacy lives on...

2007-09-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

People always say, Chelsea has no history.

But Jose Mourinho created history for Chelsea.

Sadly, that history has ended on Sep 20.
There won't be anymore Chelsea and as for me, I'm no longer a supporter.

p/s.: i am so so so proud of chelsea supporters, "jose simply the best!"

2007-09-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

SAY GOODBYE TO CHELSEA I CAN FORSEE THEIR IMPENDING DOOM.

WHAT A FUCKING BIG MISTAKE BY ABRAMOVICH HE IS THE WORST FUCKING BIG APE IVE EVER SEEN.

MOVE ON JOSE, THERES NO USE STAYING IN A LOUSY CLUB WITH LOUSY PLAYERS(WITH THE EXCEPTION OF DROGBA, LAMPARD AND MAYBE TERRY) WHO CANNOT SCORE NO MATTER HOW APLENTY OPPORTUNITIES THERE IS.
GO SEEK GREENER PASTURES SOMEWHERE ELSE. MAYBE AFTER FERGIE RETIRES YOU CAN TAKE OVER MAN U I WILL BE IN LOVE WITH MAN U AND U ALL OVER AGAIN. DONT FORGET TO BRING THE CHELSEA BOYS OVER WITH YOU OK.

THEN ABRAMOVICH AND HIS FUCKING COMMITTEE CAN FUCKING GO AND COACH THEIR OWN LOUSY PLAYERS AND KISS GOODBYE-OH-DONT-EVEN-THINK-ABOUT-IT- THE LEAGUE CUP. PERHAPS(HIGH PROBABILITY) THEY WOULD BE FORCED TO EXIT THE PREMIER LEAGUE AND GET DOWNGRADED TO FIRST DIVISION OR EVEN SECOND DIVISION NOW THATS THE FUTURE OF CHELSEA!

2007-09-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

Man.

I was as furious as my darling Jose last night! Whoever saw it as an offside is cockeyed. Yes, I am referring to that insignificant linesman.

Besides, the giant leech on Bentley's head was adding to my annoyance. Having the initials db does not make you david beckham no2.

Hmm, the only satisfying thing was ferrari's 1-2 grid position for today's Belgium GP. Seriously, ferrari havent had that for a long time... But of course, McLaren owed all their victories to ferrari (:

On another note,

I gotta have this soon!

2007-09-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

I'm here with something to share.
None of them are to be missed alright. (:
Salivate and enjoy. *FOR Girls Only*

LoveStoned

SexxyBack

What Goes Around

My point is, the live performance is much better than the song in records especially for Sexyback!

P/s: Couldnt agree more that skinny tie looks purrrrfect on him right!

2007-08-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

B-DAY

BirthdayBakerzinBalconyBestfriends

is LOVE. ((:

(edit)

im back with photos. (but I guess I'll leave the full coverage of events for weiting, hahah)

It's nice but I'm too fat to wear it out now):
I made her pose with that man.

We waited too long for the bus.

Pig face.
We started with the feeling a lil sleepyy...
Then mus became e-m-o

Under the influence of eelen lim.....

Home,
To sleep.

2007-08-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

Sorweee.

Back for short update just in case people thought that im killed by the dengue epidemic already.
No I have not.
I'm still alive but not exactly kicking cuz school is really tormenting. (But I wonder how come I am still so fat!)

Yeah that's about all. I'm a changed person. Haha. I've transformed into a MUGGER(eeks I still don't like to use this word nor its derivatives.)

2007-07-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

Harry oh harry, you don't poke a dementor(which absolutely doesn't look like one, not that I've SEEN any..but well, they probably mutated from those in PoA) with your wand and expect it to retreat..Do you?
As expected, OotP was below expectations, though no doubt it was like, really dark? There wasn't really much happiness in the show.(I know, I know! I've been laughing non-stop cuz certain scenes are really ridiculous. Hahaha!)
I guess it was a wrong decision to re-read the book before the movie cuz you'll realised that there are too MANY details excluded.. And I'm not just talking about the minor stuffs. There was no mention of Percy(he fell out with the family remember?), Ron and Hermione weren't prefects, St Mungo's didnt exist.
By the way, the person who acted as Seamus look alot like wayne rooney, only if you know who he is. Hah.

Suchaa long day OMG.
I'm dead beat.
Busy weekends ahead.
My grades SUCK big time.
BB.

2007-07-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Saying 'Hi' to better days.

Am watching Victoria's Secret fashion show on ch5 right now.
Woohoo, with JT as their special guest, oh what can I say, a sexy-sexy combination!
It's good that they don't cast(is this the word?) near-anorexic models cuz they'll prolly degrade the outfits.

Anyway my com is moved outta the study to the balcony area.. So as I'm typing this, behind me is the beautiful landscape of Singapore's city area. (:

Yep now that exams are overr, I wanna take a SHORT break so I am trying to, as much as possible, pack all my social activities into this week. Hahahah. Okay so this is the right period of time to ask me out ok??

FOR THE LAST TIME, I wanna watch TRANSFORMERS! Everywhere, everybody has been singing praises of it and jy even says she wanna catch it a second time.
And cheers to mus for the HarriePottie tickets! (:

2007-07-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

LAST PAPER TMR.

wa lau I CANNOT WAIT.

2007-06-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

DAMN.

I've been pigging at home since Thursday after Bio paper ended. Oh no, it's not the end of the exams yet if thats what you're thinking.
There's still FOUR more to go next week!!!

Shit you know I really wanna do something more constructive like going to MANGO ZARA ESPIRIT SALES..... NONONO. I didn't really mean that.

I wanted to go swimming running and do some yoga at home cuz I MISS LESSON on FRIDAYY. And I am on a S-E-R-I-O-U-S diet(=1meal/day) now that CCA ended and my massive weight is still hovering around 50))))~~: damn it I'm ostracized by my whole family for being fat. WTHHHHH. I shall get myself a pair of skinnies (size<26) from Topshop Petite when I hit 46. HAAHAHA.

Anyway, today was spent looking for bunk beds at ikea and harvey norman for my sisters since they're having their own room already..(which is like here, e studyroom) but ikea ones are soo boring! Nike had sales(last day todayy! Oh GST hike is tomorrow muahhaha.) so mum and I got like really nice yoga pants ((: for 113$ when original prices was 128$.