Long chat with mus today turned out to be a wake up call for me. To set things straight, first, is priorities. Certain things in life is just not worth it, let alone wasting time over it. I think there are bigger things in my life that is so much more important to me, and as a matter of fact, I really panic at the thought of losing them. So, yea, a decision has been made and I WILL abide upon it.

Next, hopefully with the encouragement I'll feel less afraid. Ha Ha. Afraid of god-knows-what. Yep, although it hasn't necessarily solved my uncertainties and worries but I guess more or less, I think I do have a direction. Not the hermit crab anymore, definitely.