Why do I feel as though I'm being duped into studying Uni?

It's been 4 weeks and I can feel the stress OMG. Ok, I admit it's the upcoming Chemistry(Oh,chemistry) test this monday that is stressing me out. Seriously, it's been what, lecture 5 already and i barely understood what was taught in lecture 3??? Seriously, Chem in Uni IS NOT EASY. Its as though the lecturer is speaking in a foreign language.(well, the literal meaning applies as well; since empty orbital can be pronounced as empathy orbital. You get me.) It makes Alevel chem seems like primary school standard already. Grrr. And I thought I it was Life Sci im majoring in. -_-
Stats wasn't that bad though - all thanks to my considerably good stats background back in jc.
GPS makes me feel inferior, LOL. I'm like So So Lost! ):
BioD is rather interesting, and gen physio is easy to understand. So far.

Anyway, last thursday I crashed SMU's bash Love,Ibiza and I must say it was much much much more an elaborate affair than my Sci fac one. (: But the best part is seeing so many people I know! Went with eelen, saw siyu, met up with *via,von,yh(&bf)* and surprise surprise, saw weiting too!
I've since decided that clubbing shall not be my cup of tea cuz i've come to the conclusion that good guys won't like girls that frequent such places, and that good guys aren't the ones you meet in clubs.
Ok, that was a stupid conjecture. LoL.
And before people start getting suspicious, the last sentence 2 paragraphs before does not contain any hidden meaning.

Lastly, I need more motivation to study and to go lectures without falling asleeeeeep! Zzzzz.