The few days before CNY has been depressing.

Not that the situation is very much better now though.

I hope I really will grow up more from this episode.
And I'm really really very thankful that within my own family, I have a very responsible daddy who works hard all his life to provide us with the best he could afford. I have never seen him using sick as an excuse not to work and he has never taken a day of MC from work. To be very frank, I haven't seen any, anybody else's father as hardworking as he is. Next, is my very understanding mummy who tolerates all the nonsense including the occasional harsh remarks from the hot-tempered daddy. The one person whom I know does not pursue material goods, the direct opposite of me.
Yes, I know I'm too pampered for my own good.

When it comes to such things, my tears will just flow uncontrollably..
(And damn it, thats why I can't draw my fucking eyeliner properly on CNY because of my swollen eyes.)

This problem is unsolvable. And I guess it's better off when the topic remains untouched anyway.


p/s: I cry this much because i pity both parties involved in this conflict. I really do. And it is because of the fact that one of them meant so much to me and the other not much lesser that it affects me so much.
Perhaps that's what they call, kinship.