And finally I can update.

HAHAH. you know, good things don't happen JUST ONCE.
Firstly,
I PASS MY NAPFA! or more accurately SBJ.
And got a B for 2.4 but my timing was really so-so.
and Secondly,
On Wednesday...
i saw W! like omg omg omg omg!
The whole time I was there roaming around I didnt even see him but alas I finally did! And it has been ages since last saw him now that i've quitted t. And according to gracia he was like looking at me with those 'hey, this girl looks familiar' kind of eyes.
Hahah, but I did the same stupid thing that I did in the past =( WHAT IS WITH ME?!
Yep anyway anyway.. I was like telling gracia after I calmed down abit,"I haven't felt like this for a long long time already!" ((:

I cannot contain my excitement. Whee!


p/s.: Problems starts to surface eventually. I don't know who is at fault, or rather should i say that nobody is at fault so I think we should just stop pin-pointing fingers. It is that disappointing to see that those who are supposed to lead and co-operate are actually the ones who fall out and rebel. Nobody wants the change, but now its time to come to terms with and accept it. You said it, but why aren't you doing it? It might really be a blunder made afterall but why is it that we must be indignant and find out the truth? I'm not siding with anyone or anything.. It is just that when he spoke I can sense his sincerity and he WAS apologetic, and i think it was very rude to retort him that way.
Anyhow, what led to this barrier between him and us, i dont know. I could've have said much more, but i don't want to be offensive and said things that i shouldn't have. People might think i dont care much about T(another T), but many times when such things happen, alot is actually running through my head, just that i dont write about it. thats all.