I am super super no life now. The past week has been more than just tiring for me, and weekends are probably just a short break for catching up (of schoolwork, not with friends), take a good rest for next week will be full of tests and the cycle then continues again.

Sometimes, even my own determination surprises me. Why work so hard? I ask myself. Working late into the night to finish my tutorials after a tired training, and sleeping at only 12+. This sort of lifestyle has never been mine to begin with. I don't even want to look at myself in the mirror, for I know it will only upset me more. Dark skin, even darker eye rings, messy hair, untrimmed brows and the lousy complexion, spells U-G-L-Y.

I dont want to waste my time anymore, and like what my Bio teacher says, I want my Us to become at least Bs.