YES. ONE PAPER DOWN.
IF I CAN PASS HCL I CAN DROP CHINESE IN JC FOR GOOD.
but i've lost 7 marks. UGH. and its not like i dont know how to write the words ok.. it is that two strokes that cost me my 4 marks. AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS SHOU LIAN. nevermind. i'll be contented with an A2 and satisfied with a B3 cuz ah kay says there are people who can score distinctions in chinese but get D7 in higher chinese. so bless me, i want to get A2.
by the way, i heard that they actually pulled up the standards for last year's NOV paper for chinese; i.e A1 - 80 and above, A2 - 74 to 79 and so on. LIKE WHAT THE FRIGGIN HELL? so, an advice for future chinese candidates who wants to re-take the NOV paper because you didnt do well in that JUN paper, please dont. because you will probably get worse grades. its the PRCs and all the chinese elites you will be competing with. And now i know how come my sister who studied in Woodsville can get A1 for chinese but i cant. hng.

anyway, i realised im relying too much on caffeine to keep myself awake. and in those torturing hours late into night, when everyone is in their sweet dreams, i am at my study table learning how to make yoghurt and cheese and all that fermentation fuck! woops. im sorry. yup. look at how distress secondary students in singapore are. having to manage all that stress and worries at an innocent and tender age of 16. So, do you all agree with me that we have all become slaves of education??

haha. ok i was exaggerating. ok so just now my sister tricked me into answering a phone call for her to pose as "weiying's mother". like what the hell. gosh if i were ever a parent i wouldnt want to talk a teacher. i mean, if you dont agree with what the teacher says about your child you cant actually scold her back right. teachers and parents dont quarrel, do they? and what if you do? god knows what is going to happen to your child in school.

oh right, that was a random thought.