ok. you know, i really can start flipping the newspapers and looking for jobs to keep myself occupied for the first 3 months while the others can enjoy wearing their freakingly nice jc uniforms. SA is gone, NY is gone. I DONT CARE WHAT MODERATION OR AFFILIATION OR ETC. i only know i've got like 20+ for L1R5 already. And i am NOT even considering MJC. mus and i have decided, if we cant get into NY at the least, we shall go nowhere.


actually besides that, something has been bothering quite a lot recently. maybe not so recently, in fact its been quite some time already. BUT I KNOW I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO THINK ABOUT IT NOW. forget it. i shall start studying.