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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i hate myself for being so silly. why did i only realised it now? what mus told me finally woke me up. i've been blinded for 3 years. i didnt thought he was such a person. i always believed that theres a reason behind everything. but apparently, no. there was no excuse for this. he can steal, he can vandalise. i didnt care. he doesnt like me, i dont mind at all. i didnt blame anyone for anything. i thought he was different. different from all the others. but im wrong. i really am. that table. my table. how am i suppose to face it now. all the things i've drawn. the torn piece of paper. all of the things i've collected. the tears. what am i supposed to do now? i am just so angry with myself, for being the fool all the while. i dont care whats going to happen next. not anymore.. i always thought it would be the last thing you'll do. but im just so wrong. you are all the same.what calls.. what tp.. what holy fam.. what late-night msn.. what "hello".. what 4ep.. what VS drama night.. what "4ways to kill yourself".. a pack of lies. why.. why am i so dumb?
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