And all my life

Friday, July 16, 2004

woohs.today was a looong day. at least everything went quite well..let me start right from the beginning... urms, there was this Amaths test..and i hope i can pass it cuz i know how to do the questions!! but it seems that there was too little time; or perhaps i didnt manage my time well. aiyahs, i'll put that aside first. school's really fun and meaningful, i mean, its really great to realise that hey, im gaining new knowledge everyday and life seems so much more meaningful day after day. get what i mean? uhh. anyway this is just my opnion.

then came my chemistry practical..hafta do the titration again. but im actually looking forward to it. though the washing part took a long time, but when you get the perfect results, the sense of achievement is great!! Observing the screened methyl orange changes from green to grey with the correct volumes of burette reading makes me feel so happy. at least im capable of something..oh im so glad. =) [actuallie. did i get too carried away?]

hmmm, then right after dismissal at 230 (oh, did i mention that i dismiss at 230 on wed/thurs/fri? we'll have to work even harder than those who took 9 subs!) , i have to rush down to concourse and do my freaking CCC board. i didnt cursed it bcuz i hate it, its the toad face that make me boil. okay i admit that i am in responsibility to ensure that the board is done but what the fugk? she gives reasons that she has interclass match at 430 and what about me? i have it too at 315. damn it. she'd better not give comments or i mean, look who's talking. niwaes i just did it hastily with the help of yangyang and jo- thanks jolene!

after the thing i rushed to the basketball court for the interclass match. woAh. the sun is sooo striking. luckily my CLINIQUE SPF 25 SUPER CITY BLOCK is with me..haha. then i applied it to my face and sat down to watch my teammates play..and i dono what happened then i spot yiling's face in the crowd. bet you think that its no big deal spotting anyone, but i mean i was so excited seeing her!! havent really seen her for half-a-year..to say the truth i really missed her so much. the stoopid jokes, the stoopid laughters, the times we shared, though we werent like best friends for a long time, but i can feel all these coming back. then when i approached her, we were both surprised and we asked each other how we was and stuff. we really didnt talk much..seems so weird. does old friends that have many conflicts in the past will have more things to chat about? hais. its kind of strange but she was a great friend yeah, though she always keep problems within herself..guess she'll need to learn to say out her feelings.

urhs. okay. fine. urms. we lost to 3it. alrights, we were thrashed. badly. there was this part where i still felt quite guilty about. perhaps im lack of confidence in basketball, dont dare to dribble, dont dare to shoot. niwaes forget it lahhs. no use crying over spilt milk right? lose then lose loh. no biggie deal. like what i told everyone - 'sheng bai nai bing jia chang shi' be optimistic yeah. after that play a bit of volleyball passing(or hitting? whatever) with my friends then watch vball interclass(lose again.) then went home. no. RUSH home.
haha. wahahahaha. i walked out wit jo- and jocelyn. wah. i was like luffing all the way from goodman road to the bus stop.Cuz joce was like imitating mryue walking posture and then she ran, saying thats how he'll look if he ran. then i told her that when mryue walk, his limbs are 'ruan ruan' one.. then she acted like her legs are so wobbly and walked like a jellyfish. oh my goodness. nice time luffing yeah?

i reached home bout 630. then bathed wit my fastestest speed, bout 15mins? including hair and body lei, usually i took about 40 mins? then rushed for yoga. which i deeeeeeeply regretted attending. damn it. i was so damn tired after such a long day already, thinking that i can rejuvenate and relax during the class. but what the hell? today's class was the most terrible one. the HERO posture was horrigible!! ok, can you picture this situation where you have to stand apart, bending one of ur legs, and hips must face the front, and roll back the bended thigh(which i dono how) and place ur elbow on the bended knee and stretch your adjacent hand over ur head and stay in that position for 30s. complicated isnt it? but that isnt all. theres still 2 other variations, which is harder of course, and we'll have to do both sides. so it adds up to be like doing it 8 times. i'd rather die than doing this again. its so hard but i'll do anything to make me slimmer,im determined.how ironic!but Dolly was good, shes a nice teacher, didnt force us to do anything. i keep making mistakes today..but i just dont care cuz im so damn lethargy. and i collapsed(down to sleep) after the class ended..only to raise my head and find out that all eyes was on me..so embarassed..but again. i dont care cuz im fugkin tired.(opps. im supposed to cut down on my swear words cuz i want to go heaven. hell is a lonely place.) hais. then after that i took a cab home with my mum and im here.

woohs. just realised that i took almost an hour to finish this thing. oh im fatigue. but i want to watch Wisely on Ch55. SCV just rocks man. anyway i feel that..aye. next time then say. buhbyes.

**Off to eat Lay's!!! =p**

Imagined at 10:08 PM